Impromptu drives into New York City with the love of my life and two of the coolest dudes ever? I THINK YES.
All of the above seem to go hand-in-hand. Which is exactly why I jumped back into better decisions today.
Just got an email from my business law professor that I got a 98 on my final and therefore an A in the class. I’m feeling so accomplished and proud. It is times like this when you feel fortunate for the bad times, for without them, days like today wouldn’t feel nearly as great.
I blew it this weekend. I smoked cigarettes and I feel awful about it. I was over a month and a half without them and I ruined everything. I feel like I’m even further back now. No progress was made. I’m craving one. I hate myself today. I’m so upset with my awful decision, and even more so for allowing myself to be manipulated. So sad.
Going to monster mania con this weekend with my best friendssss. I wish it were Friday so we could leave now!!!
“The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing. One cannot help but be in awe when he contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality.”
Monday was an awful day. I lashed out on friends, I had a terrible attitude at work, I felt super sick, and took an economics test that I could hardly concentrate on (and probably didn’t allow anyone else to concentrate on) since I couldn’t stop coughing and gasping for air.. So I took the day off from work yesterday to go to the doctor to find out that I have bronchitis. Womp womp. Still went to school last night because I had an accounting test, which I almost had an anxiety attack during. It’s just not my week. Today, however, I’m feeling much more Kiki-ish. Lets hope I can shake this sickness ASAP and get back into my routine.